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Today is a slow day plenty people at work and hoping I can leave work early. I got almost 2 hours of vacation left. I am hoping that I can leave. Anywho, I am determined to go meetings regularly. Its about time I go and be regular its only 4 hours a week at most. I can do that. I know in my wart that is what I want.

I am so determined I need to keep a strict schedule. Of walking jogging studying and going work. I want to be proud of myself for returning to Jehovah. I know MANY people have different stipulations about witnesses but no ones unless they understand. So how can you understand when you aren't open to learning. It kills me that I hurt my family The way I did. But that was in the past. I have changed with the help of my hubby altough he doesn't agree with some teachings he supports me bcuz of how u feel. I love him for that. He is amazing and I wouldn't feel this way if it weren't for him.

He says it hurts him to see me sad. And e wants me to do it for me and only me. I am confident I will make my way back before the end of this year. I love darren and kairi and want nothing nut good things for my little family.

Breaks almost over

Gtg ttyl <3 ME

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