beenFEELING

A little lonely lately. I noticed When I stay home we fight more. Whn we hardly see each other we appreciate each other more.

Must be just me. Something doesn't feel right. I feel alone, living in an apartment with a friend raising a baby. Idk.im not going to go through a emotional stage I just feel very how should I say. Abandoned.

Evvn tho I bring it up it matters for a few days then it starts back up again. Im wondering if I should just go on and do my business as I do.

Maybe he will notice maybe he won't.

I am tired of this. I will go on doing the best I can everyday. I wildo all I can to make a better life for my daughter put my pride aside and work hard for her. Give her something to be proud of. I am a strong woman dammit! I want her to see it. I don't need a man to tell me I can do things I know I can.

Im not leaving him. Im just saying I wont rely on him to do things the way I do. He does his own thing and he seems to have his own routine down. So why constantly bag him on it.

I am not doing it anymore

Ill do what I do
And I will do it good!

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beenAWHILE....

Sooooo lately I've been craving my dark chocolate trying to fours out whether is my new exercise routine or I maybe.....nahhh don't think so.

Im on lunch waiting to go back to work. Had two burritos and debating whether I want to go outside and get my candy.....or ill just get some behind me in the vending machine. Lol

I hate these dreams im having lately, my ex wants me back and for some dumb reason I go back to him then feel guilty becuz im still married....damn need to get those dreams out of me. So sick of it.

I hope I never see that mommas boy ever again. What a dayum LOOOOOOSAH!

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